You can spend, minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could’ve, would’ve happened – or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the f*ck on!
One more fall.
I’m still learning… Life foes on. I guess. I hope. I believe…
Need some more time, another person..the right one. Someday. Sometimes. Soon.
“Someday I’ll be Saturday night”.
Unbelievable, but I’m on vacation at last!
Have been waiting for it for so long. It’s going to be a cool one. Some adventures, some love, some happiness…Paris, Vienna. Life is good.
Oh, and I adore viennese parks!!
Never give your credit card details to the suspicious sources! That’s the thing every clever person knows. Not me obviously. Result: less than 10 euro balance.
Don’t know what to do… Probably make a scandal. But at this hour for some reason my brain doesn’t work. Ah!
I’m there…almost ;)
I see..everything differently. Such a strange feeling. It’s like I got different eyes. Or different vision. Now everything is not like it used to be before. And I like it.
It sounds so peaceful. It sounds so comfortable, warm. Words can’t describe the feeling. I think finally my reality is a bit better than my dreams. Although one thing is missing, but there’re hopes and prayers for that. And for some reason I believe things will be good. They are good already.
I just love how my feelings sound. I love how my perception of the world works. It will always be like that: comfortable, warm, stable, beautiful, peaceful, harmonic, real, worth living.
Just live your present to the fullest :)
And never let it go…
There’s nothing better than spring weather, sunny days, warm wind, a cup of evening tea, a book, and music… Sometimes life seems to be not that bad! Just need to learn to see the beauty.
Loaded as hell at work, and actually thanks to that I’ve got no single thought about anything else. And usually that “anything else” consisted of “my life, my love, my feelings and my brain”. None of that is left in my head anymore. I’m just living with what I’ve got today. And I’ve got one cool book and New-York cheesecake :D
Even if there’s still anything better than this…so, I’ll just have to be patient then!
I have never had such a strong feeling. I want to run away from here. To move, to escape, to disappear. Just need to be out of here. Permanently. I think I’m being tired from this place, people, weather, job, lifestyle. I try to build my happiness on my own. But it never works out that smoothly.
And nightmares still don’t let me forget. I wake up, and there’s pain again.
But this is me whining again :)
I’m actually having a hard day tomorrow. The day when my destiny regarding job will be resolved. After tomorrow I will more or less know what I’ll do further and where I’m going to be (geographically too).
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Always promise myself to go to bed earlier! I curse myself by mornings for not switching myself off at midnight at least.
Seems like I’m an insomnia sufferer too :(
{photo from here}
What are you able and willing to do to make your dreams come true?
I must say I rarely rely on miracles and lotteries. But I feel like I started to hope and believe again :) Just like when I was a little girl.
Though, I must admit, as I’ve grown up, my dreams also became bigger. I used to dream about toys and new dresses, then I started to dream about school to finish sooner, dreamt about growing up and being independent. My dreams have always been divided on two parts: 1. dreams about things, 2. dreams about non-material stuff. For example I dreamt to be healthier… And when I grew up a bit, I started to dream of love and being loved.
I must admit though, not much has changed since then. It’s just my dreams of material-wise part require a bit of money. And dreams about non-material stuff are still the same: to love again and to be loved.
So back to the topic of “what are you willing to do to make your dreams come true”. I think I’ve got this “power” in me which pushing me towards more dreaming and making those dreams alive! Sometimes I feel like I can move mountains. It comes from an endless wish to make dreams come true, whatever it takes me.
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When you really want something, the whole universe conspires in helping you achieve it. (c)
“The Alchemist” by P. Coelho
A year ago St. Valentine’s meant a Goodbye to my life through rose glasses, when I was in love with a wonderful guy. Goodbye to my hearts’ comfort and my dreams. See, usually it’s that day when “will you marry me?” is told. But unlike most of people I heard completely opposite!
But… here I am, all positive and happy.
And. It didn’t mean Iwasn’t going write about Valentine’s day here. I did not celebrate today in any possible way, but I was just trying to remind myself about things and people I do love. So then I stopped crying and suddenly smiled. There’s beauty in our lives. It doesn’t matter, wether you’ve got somebody’s shoulder to cry on or not. Of course, having all of that would be just wonderful. But for those who didn’t find it yet… Think of all the things and people around you, which make you smile, bring joy and pleasure into your life.
So. What do I love?
I love:
